Wow, I'm watching Bubble Boy. If I had his mom I'd kill myself, she's a huge bitch.



In other wierd random news, my dog is snoring, and stinky. I have to wash him tomorrow X.x my friend is coming over tomorrow too, I haven't seen her in a year. Other then that my other friend is like a million miles away, in freaking Arozona. Who lives in Arozona? It's too hot there, anyway, I have nothing to do, so yeah.

Yesterday, I watched Rocky Horror Picture Show. I freaking love that movie. The first time I watched that movie I was half asleep, so it was pretty great, actually it was like watching Pink Floyd's The Wall. That movie's creepy.



I have no other news, exept that my uncle might be getting married in August. Yeah, more weddings, I guess love is in the air, all my family's getting married, so I'm just kinda sitting there like "Moo."

I'm sitting at home (yes, I know. I always sit at home.), anyway, I'm with Emi, Kari, and Henry is somewhere in my house. I'm listening to Mest, I've barly heard them sents my CDs where stolen (thanks Canadian bumbs).


I started helping my Aunt clean my Grammy's room out yesterday. I also talking to my "Uncle," who's a giant douche. He's cheating on my Aunt I guess, she knows but she doesn't care. There's something wrong with my family.




My cousin gets out of prison in like two weeks! I have no idea where that came from. Heehee ^^'




I'm ratherBored at the molment, sorry.













Moo....Quack.....And all that good stuff.

Yay, summer. I killed my ancle swimming yesterday. My dad also keeps bitching at me for no reason. It kinda sucks.


In other random news, my mom cut me off from my own money, so now I only get twenty dollars of my pay check, oh well. I'm moving down in the world again. Atleast it's money though. Right now I'm listening to Emi's iPod, Greg. I like Greg, ever if her's old.


Oh a depressing note, my grandma died on my aunts birthday, last week. It was like, "Happy Birthday Aunt Beck, oh.....snap....Grandma died....

Finally, I'm not going to candy coat my life for the few peoplr that read this, I'm depressed, ani-socail, and sometimes I inflict pain on myself, my gramdma is still in the hospital, and I'm scared. I'm so scared. The bill is gonna kill my family, which is falling apart, and I wish I was dead. It seems like no one cares. My life is fuck up for ever. I hate myself, big time. My best friend is killing herself bit by bit, ever so slowly. But, she doesn't relize she's taking all her friends with her. I want to cry and scream, and just go back to being five again. I want her to be happy, and I don't care how many spells I have to cast, or how many times I have to go without sleep.