Wow, I'm watching Bubble Boy. If I had his mom I'd kill myself, she's a huge bitch.



In other wierd random news, my dog is snoring, and stinky. I have to wash him tomorrow X.x my friend is coming over tomorrow too, I haven't seen her in a year. Other then that my other friend is like a million miles away, in freaking Arozona. Who lives in Arozona? It's too hot there, anyway, I have nothing to do, so yeah.

Yesterday, I watched Rocky Horror Picture Show. I freaking love that movie. The first time I watched that movie I was half asleep, so it was pretty great, actually it was like watching Pink Floyd's The Wall. That movie's creepy.



I have no other news, exept that my uncle might be getting married in August. Yeah, more weddings, I guess love is in the air, all my family's getting married, so I'm just kinda sitting there like "Moo."

I'm sitting at home (yes, I know. I always sit at home.), anyway, I'm with Emi, Kari, and Henry is somewhere in my house. I'm listening to Mest, I've barly heard them sents my CDs where stolen (thanks Canadian bumbs).


I started helping my Aunt clean my Grammy's room out yesterday. I also talking to my "Uncle," who's a giant douche. He's cheating on my Aunt I guess, she knows but she doesn't care. There's something wrong with my family.




My cousin gets out of prison in like two weeks! I have no idea where that came from. Heehee ^^'




I'm ratherBored at the molment, sorry.













Moo....Quack.....And all that good stuff.

Yay, summer. I killed my ancle swimming yesterday. My dad also keeps bitching at me for no reason. It kinda sucks.


In other random news, my mom cut me off from my own money, so now I only get twenty dollars of my pay check, oh well. I'm moving down in the world again. Atleast it's money though. Right now I'm listening to Emi's iPod, Greg. I like Greg, ever if her's old.


Oh a depressing note, my grandma died on my aunts birthday, last week. It was like, "Happy Birthday Aunt Beck, oh.....snap....Grandma died....

Finally, I'm not going to candy coat my life for the few peoplr that read this, I'm depressed, ani-socail, and sometimes I inflict pain on myself, my gramdma is still in the hospital, and I'm scared. I'm so scared. The bill is gonna kill my family, which is falling apart, and I wish I was dead. It seems like no one cares. My life is fuck up for ever. I hate myself, big time. My best friend is killing herself bit by bit, ever so slowly. But, she doesn't relize she's taking all her friends with her. I want to cry and scream, and just go back to being five again. I want her to be happy, and I don't care how many spells I have to cast, or how many times I have to go without sleep.

Is summer over yet? I've slept all day, again. I have nothing to do, shocker. That usually happends to people with no life. I wish I was older, so then maybe I could have a life. I think I've stayed up till atleast four in the morning all this week.


But, in better news, I might get a job soon. The bad thing, however is, I would work with my dad, and I would be helping my dad's jerkish friend who has an annoying laugh, and I think he's sexist.


Anyway, I would be delivering bread, in the early hours of the morning, like four-ish, waking up at two-thirty, and getting home at noon. Crappy? Yeah, but I would be making sixty bucks a week. I know its nothing compared to what everyone in A.F.I (if you don't know who that is, I hate to say this, but you're a dumbass) but it's a start. I'm moving up in the worrld, so all the celeberties can eat it.

I guess that's it for now, oh my sister started a story somewhere on this cite, I don't know what it's called, it's about hockey, so iff oyour into that stuff, go for it.

Yours until further notice
-Myuki

Today I was informed that my friend wants to kill herself, which makes me think, when will the drama end?
Is your life so bad that you have to take it? Think of what will happen to the people you said you loved, do you really love them? I guess that's a no.
I'm not trying to make anyone pissed, but really. What is it with suicide? If you have a bad life, find the good in it, talk to some one, find a way to get your mind off of it that isn't hurting you or other people. Like I have writting, and singing.